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Monday, May 11, 2009

8dp5dt: no really, happy mother's day to me?

I couldn't wait until tomorrow; I was a ball of nerves all weekend. If those dang tests were as sensitive as they say, I reasoned that today was just as good as tomorrow.

Yes+. (Of course, today of all days, both of my cameras refuse to load the picture onto my computer...)

I'm of two minds about this: one mind is thrilled and the other is $hit-scared. I know all this test means is that I have HCG in my system, but who knows how much. There's no way this could still be the trigger, could it?

I want this so much I feel as though it'll be taken away again. With that in mind, I'm going to break the news to DH in a very low-key way. He's out golfing after work; I don't think he'll be home until 9 tonight. I think I'll just say simply that I tested early, and I'll give him the stick.

I'm scared! But out of sheer gratitude I want to go kiss Dr Hannam square on the lips! I mean it! lol

Thank you so much, you guys, for the prayers, well wishes, good vibes, etc. I know they helped. Please, if you're able, keep them coming. This is the closest I've ever gotten.

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

OMG! Congratulations! Don't worry, your trigger should be long gone by now. Can't wait to hear the beta!

loribeth said...

Woohoo!!!

Fingers & toes crossed for a good beta.

Tadpole said...

Praise the Lord! I'm so happy for you One!!! I'm not testing until later this week because I'm so scared what it might say!

I know this is only the beginning and there is quite a way to go, but congratulations!

sara

PCOSDC said...

I knew it! I'm so friggin happy for you I could burst!!!!

Caz said...

Congrats

Anonymous said...

Congrats One!! I am so happy to heat this, I cna't wait for an update!

-Aphrodity

'Murgdan' said...

Yes! Yes! Yes! Congrats!

Anonymous said...

Congratulations!!! I just knew this would be it for you!! Wishing you all the best!!

Ruth said...

I am praying that this is it for you!!!
REW

Michele said...

YAY!!!!!!!!!! CONGRATS!!!!!!!!!