do i make you proud?

I'm starting to get that 'weird-mouth' feeling again, and my lower abdomen is crampy. And have felt two or 3 tingles in my bbs today. It's all very mild, so don't get excited, but I'm going to assume that these are good signs. Are you proud of me?

The massage was good, but it hurt! I hope it relaxes the tension in my muscles, though. I've got enough insurance coverage for one hour-long session/week until the end of June - hurray.

Other good news: our income tax refund is over $5,000. Yes! Double yes with knobs! That'll pay more than a third of our IVF cost! (DH thinks he's going to buy a new toy with this cheque; little does he know that he won't see a penny of it. Honestly, if you've got debt, shouldn't you pay that off, first? If it weren't for me, he'd be living chronically in the hole.) And my last scholarship cheque is almost ready, and that's another $4,000, so that will also pay off another large chunk. W00T! (I try not to think what we could've done with that cash without IVF bills .... siiiiigh. Sayonara to seeing U2 play in Dublin.) So my first 4 - 6 weeks' worth of salary in fall should be enough to pay off the rest of it. That's a good feeling.