my ovaries are 'exceptional' learners! A+ for effort!

so, it appears that i ovulated yesterday. yay! i'm dead last in the ovulation olympics, but that's ok! i'm a special learner!

i phoned my RE's office today to ask about the lap/hyst i'm supposed to have on monday. the RE said that he can't advise me one way or the other because scientific evidence can't confirm that the procedures would hurt an implanting embryo. they said it was up to me.

i decided that it's not worth the risk. not after so many years of waiting.

so, i'll have to get another referral. hopefully, barring a bfp, i'll get a new surgery date for june, if not july. that'll push our injectable plan further into the future. again, barring a bfp (please, God). although, as we all know, ttc HAS NO CALENDAR!!!!!! pardon the sexist language, but this quotation is SO true: "Man plans; God laughs." i am learning to accept this and, yes, to even welcome it.